Introduction to the slave

It has taken me some time and many disappointing BDSM experiences to realise that, though I am undoubtedly a slut and enjoy the pleasure and pain of BDSM submission, I am not a true submissive by nature. I have come to the conclusion that it is preferable to make it clear to my intended dominants what I expect from them and how I prefer to be done. After all it's only reasonable that if I permit someone to use my body for their pleasure, I should get the most I can from it too. However I soon realised that explaining my needs to a succession of different partners was detracting from the experience; somtimes killing the mood altogether. And for these reasons, when the opportunity arose, I accepted a slave collar and gave myself to a single master who seems to understand me more than any other in my life so far.
No longer do I need to explain that to make me submissive I have to be beaten first and that, in order for me to give up my bottom for penetration, I need to be made compliant with a sound thrashing. Nor must I explain how to tie me for when anal sex is on the menu. I don't need to remind anyone of what to use to restrain me or of what implements of punishment have the greatest effect on me.
You have probably, by now, formed the opinion that I am a fussy and high maintenance bitch who always wants to top from the bottom. And to an extent it is true, so in my defense I should point out that nothing brings me into subspace quicker than having those tendencies beaten out of me and deliberate denial of my wishes. For example Master knows that I hate being caned (it hurts me so much that I find it impossible to get in the least aroused) and he only has to pick one up to make me completely obedient and silent. Also I get entirely submissive in the presence of a black guy - they can seduce me with a look or a simple statement of sexual intent upon my body. Master permits me to indulge my slutty habits and punishes me for it afterwards.
Other benefits of my present regime include shopping for items to be used as restraints and implements of punishment. Master shares my pleasure in finding adapting everyday items for use upon my person and I have become quite an expert in reconstructing leather belts to become the kind of heavy straps that turn me almost instantly to compliant and orgasmic jelly. We also share a love of BDSM porn and constantly browse the internet for inspiration and ideas that we can use. You will find pics and videos from our favourite sites amongst the posts and on the sidebars of this blog.
So what have I missed out on this page? Oh yes, my name is Nikki, I'm 29 years old and live in London in the UK. I'm blonde, 5' 6" tall, slim build and a 32 cup size (unfortunately). I don't know what the future holds for a slut like me but if it's half as good as the last year I won't complain!